It is three months since Mr Seed survived a road accident together with his colleague DK Kwenye Beat.
Video director Ambrose was however unlucky as he lost his life during the April 29 incident.
Mr Seed opened up about the horrifying incident in an interview with SPM Buzz saying that he is yet to recover fully.
He also spoke about the criticisms he encountered after the death of Ambrose.
Mr Seed said that he had to be at Ambrose’s funeral because he was with him during his last moments.
“Walikuwa wamesema ata tusiende. Familia yao ilikuwa like juu nyinyi mko hali mbaya tulieni tu but mimi nilikuwa naenda kumpea my last respect na pia the fact that nilikuwa hapo during his last moments hio kitu hukuwa very painful kwangu every time nikifikiria hizo moments tukikula…that guy was a fun guy mi huskia vibaya sana,” he said.
He also addressed Xtian Dela who blamed him and DK Kwenye Beat for the accident.
Mr Seed said that the allegations were painful yet the incident was occurred naturally. He added that he deleted his social media handles because of the hatred.
“Hio time nilidelete social media kwa simu yangu. Hio time sikuwa anyway hata sikuwa na phone, hio ndio the longest nishawahikaa bila simu niko tu but nilikuwanaambiwa but kila mtu ako na opinion yake hata sahi tunablame new president for whatever is happening zingine ni natural but sasa inahappen tunaanza kublame mtu .
“It was painful huwezi anza kuaccuse mtu kitu kama hio is like you are so inhuman like mbona nyinyi wote hamkukufa. Me losing Ambro was painful sana kwangu then shikanisha hio pain na mtu mwingine mwenye anawish mungekufa wote na truth ni ati tungekuwa kwa gari ndogo tungekufa wote,” the former gospel artist said.
Mr seed added that the height of the Toyota TX they were driving is what saved them. He also noted that he is not aware of the cause of accident since he was asleep.
“I was seated on the back left, the right spot hio gari iligongwa. chances zangu za kuenda zilikuwa 99.9%. God just decided to give me another chance. I was asleep I can’t tell. Nilikuwa nimelala nikaskia tu emergency nini nini but siweziexplain poa. Hata sisi wote wenye tulikuwa kwa hio gari hatupatana (tukaonelea hio incident),” he said.
According to him, the late Ambrose and his other photographer were the only people who were awake.